Someone ask me another day… “Why are you writing in english on your blog now?” Well, heaps of reasons, let me see…
First of all, because I’ve got on a stage in this “game” which I’m felling confident enough to do that, even knowing that I still do mistakes (a lot, by the way). But it’s just doing to learn and improve, right?
Second reason, even not being 100% sure about who visit this thing, I’m sure that between the probable people, all of them can read and understand english.
Third reason… This language is getting stuck in my head every day more and more, and sometimes I don’t even think about which language I’m using to write, suddenly I just realize that the text is beginning in english and then I just continue doing it.
Forth reason, and the most important one… As I always say, the blog is mine and I do here whatever I want. Its main purpose is to register my life for my self, so I don’t care if people don’t like what or how things are written. If something bothers you here, the exit is right there... :)
Sunday, October 30, 2005
Y
Piração...
Mas anyway... O maluco é o contato da vez mesmo, Willian. Trazido pelo Léo depois do trabalho, I dunno, mas deve gostar de vir aqui... Ele traz o guaru e em troca a gente dá música, cadeira pra ele sentar, xadrez, uns petiscos, umas bebidas (álcool quando tem) e, é lógico, a $. Galera em geral like to come over. Maybe because aqui não tem ninguém mala, ou que a gente tenha que ficar preocupado em estar fazendo o que é “certo” ou “errado”, ou aquilo que “pode” ou “não pode”. Yeah, you know who I’m talking sobre...
Mas então, o maluco se foi e deixou a parada aqui com a gente mais uma vez. Sim, tá fazendo parte da minha vida. Já não nego e nem ME nego isso. Fazer o que, né? Se é bom, não dá pra falar não... Tantas coisas ruins na vida que eu não me privo e TENHO que lidar com. Why com coisas boas eu vou fazer o contrário?! ...Right? Well, that's it. :/ Ciao!
Psychos...
- What’s happiness? Happines...
- For me... This is happiness. It’s being with you...
- Hehehehehe...
- You know, there’s something that bothers me... Why did you tell your friend that I was your fu... fuck buddy?!
- What? I didn’t tell him that. I didn’t say that...
- And why did you stop caring?
- Caring about what?
- About the consequences of the promises that you’ve made.
- Promises?!
- Yeah, the promises!
- Hehehe ...what the fuck?! What are you talking about?! Hehehe...
- Do you understand how hard it is to pretend to be your buddy?! ...Man, I love you! I fucking love you!!! I fucking love yooooou!!!!!!!! Fuuuuck!!!
- Wow! Calm down!!!
- You fucked me four times the other night! You’ve been inside me!
- Oh... Come on!
- I swallowed your come!! That means something!!!
- Hey! Slow down!
- Four times!!! It means something, man!
- Hey!! Stop!
- Four times!
- Fuck, stoooop!!!
- Twenty four hours per day I live with this eking possibility that you might come to do something!!!
- Ok, let’s go to your house and talk this out! How far do you live?
- Don’t you know that when you sleep with someone your body makes a promise whether you do or not?!
- What?!
- Tell me something... I mean, do you believe in God?!
- ...Fuck, what’re you doing?!?! …Fuck!!! Ok, I love you! I love you!!! STOP!!!
Saturday, October 29, 2005
Mamute!
The best song and flash animation ever:
http://paginas.terra.com.br/arte/nokiahits/backup/mamute.html
Hehehehehehehe! Que viagem isso...
Bizarro!
http://noticias.terra.com.br/popular/interna/0,,OI729300-EI1141,00.html
Friday, October 28, 2005
Mais uma vez...
What time is it now?
12 hours more than in Brazil.
Name and nicknames?
José Eduardo Sampaio Lopes Romera e Silva. Nicks: Zé, Edu, Zequinha, Zeca, Jeca, Zé Eduardo!!!, Hozey.
Birthday and age?
18th of July of 1980, 25 years.
Where were you born?
Born in Piracicaba. Grown up in São Paulo. Living in Sydney.
Hight:
174cm
Weight:
68kg.
Glasses?
Sun glasses, every time. Normal glasses, just when I’m watching a movie or during the classes (it’s not very comfortable to look like Harry Potter every time...)
Pierced ears?
2 and 1
Tatoos?
2
Pets?
Nop, looking after my self is more than enough trouble...
What do you hate to do?
To have to do grocery shop every fortnight. To operate the Dodgem City, to attend on the Spider, or on the Wild Mouse.
What do you love to do?
Going to parties, stay with people that I like in my house, to travel, to get stoned, to play drums, drawing, eating, to visit my country, etc, etc, etc…
What is your job? Do you like it?
Graphic Designer and Ride Operator/Attendant. The first one is the best job ever! The second one is alright, but sometimes it really sucks…
Have you ever had a boy/girlfriend?
3 and ½ GIRLfriends.
Are you loving someone?
Yes, always...
Have you ever loved someone that it made you cry?
Yeah, a lot.
Which part of your body you like to be kissed?
Whatever...
Have you ever been out of your country?
By the end of this year 14 countries: Brazil, “Argentina”, “Chile”, USA, Holland, Austria, England, Swiss, France, Italy, “Spain”, Australia, New Zealand, South Korea.
Have ever you been drunk?
Yeah, but it’s just cool when I’m on a good mood and with cool people around.
Have you ever been in a car accident?
Shit, yeah... About 4 years ago, my black Ford Ka against a red Fiat Uno, close to my parent’s place in São Paulo... My car lost. :/
What was the best advice someone ever gave you?
“Dude, you are good! You should start!” ...and then I started.
Have you ever had a surgery before?
Yes, my jewish friends know where...
A perfect day?
A day which I can enjoy from the beginning until the end with the appropriate people, in an appropriate place, with the appropriate drugs.
What do you first notice on the opposite sex?
Hair.
A place?
Here, my room in Australia. I’ve never found such a quiet and relaxing place where no one annoys me, and I can do whatever and whenever I want.
What are you listening to now?
Nothing... Just the crows outside, my computer’s noise, and Summer talking on the phone.
A number?
762
A good book?
Graphic Design related books, or anyone which can improve my knowledge... I don’t waste my time with stories, it’s faster to watch movies.
Favourite restaurant:
Burger King (Hungry Jack).
Favourite food:
Double Wooper from Burger King, Temaki from any japanese restaurant, and strogonoff.
A drink?
Water and green tea (every day, every time).
Favourite movies?
“The Others”, “Gladiator”, “Shrek 1”, “Shrek 2”, “The Beach”.
Your favourite websites?
www.terra.com.br/noticias ; www.hotmail.com ; www.zeblogando.blogspot.com
Favourite colour?
Black!
Favourite quote?
“Look after your garden and the butterflies will naturally come to fly over it”
“Wisdom is better than silver and gold”
Favourite TV show?
I hate TV, I hardly watch it. Just when I’m having dinner cos there’s always someone watching...
Favourite song and band at the moment?
“Sentimental” - Los Hermanos
Have you ever swam naked?
Yeah! In Juquehy with my friends, and in my club in São Paulo (you slip way faster naked on the water slide!!!).
What’s the car of your dreams?
A black BMW X5!
Your weak point?
No moderation. When I have something, I always abuse it.
Your strong point?
Responsible and organized to everything in my life.
What’s in your room’s wall?
Posters, cards, pictures, notes with english words and expressions, and, the most important, the brazilian flag.
To flirt, or to be flirted?
I just look after my garden...
What do you want for Christmas?
My family, my friends in Brazil, and, if possible, my car... :P
Between your friends, who live further?
The ones in Brazil.
Best friend?
Eduardo Sztokbant and Diego Elorza (the ones who are REALLY always around, no matter how and where).
Better time to sleep?
After everything I need/want is really done. Late or not, doesn’t matter...
What’s underneath your bed?
O Bicho Papão!!
Worst feeling in the world?
Anger.
Better felling in the world?
Conquest.
What’s your first thought when you wake up?
“Fuck, I’m really away from home!”
What do you never allow yourself to leave behind?
To achieve my goals and plans. I can’t relax until it’s not done...
What would you say to someone but you are not courageous enough to?
Not even here I'm courageous enough to say...
Someone who hates you?
Nomi? Some of my ex girlfriends and their actual boyfriends? I dunno... I don’t care at all actually unless they live their life and don’t bother mine.
Someone who you hate?
Still the supervisors of Crystal Carwash - Chatswood!!!!
Who would you take to an isolated island?
No one, not even myself...
A beach?
Juquehy’s and Florianópolis’s beach.
Are you a happy person?
Yes!
What is happiness for you?
Being able to do whatever, whenever, and wherever I want with no worries at all.
A trip?
This one that I’m now.
A place where you would love to go?
Since I was a child: Tokyo, Japan. One day I’ll go for sure, and here at least I’m closer than ever.
A dream which have already came true?
To live in another country.
If you could, which shop would you spend all the money that you have in your bank account?
A travel agency.
Where would you love to be now and who with?
Now? Eduardo Sztokbant’s room in São Paulo, smoking pot with him and his cousins... (just because I’ve just seen the pictures he sent me).
What’s your priority now?
Stay in Australia, improve my English and my life here, and see what happens after...
How do you see your self in 10 years?
As a very good Graphic Designer/Art Director, living in Australia and Brazil at the same time, speaking at least 2 languages perfectly, playing drums with a band as a hobby, and not married but with a VERY cool woman on my side and maybe a son.
What’s the time again?
Still 12 hours more...
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
Pentelhos voadores...
Yeah, cool, they were very right when they “sold” me Australia as an option of a country to live and study English, but what they didn’t warn me was about THESE FUCKING FLIES!!! Hell! So fucking annoying! You have no idea! Last year was exactly the same… Around October and November these stupid bugs suddenly come from somewhere to fucking annoy us in this city!!! Everywhere you go they are there to fly over you! You have no idea what is to work 7 hours with these little things flying around your face all the time! Do you know when they show on the news these very poor countries with people starving and flies around their body and face??? It’s the same here!!! …Hehehe, well, at least during October and November.
Sunday, October 23, 2005
Sonho sonhando bizarramente
Fuck… I’ve been dreaming bizarre things lately. If I tell what I dreamt this night, gosh, people would think I’m a freak. But, come on, it’s not my fault… But my brain’s, right? Like when you punch someone, it’s not your fault, it’s your hand’s! Hehe. Nah, it’s not the same, I know… But, yeah, I was talking about it on the pub last night with a girl that I met… Once a girlfriend told me about a dream that she had on the night before and I got upset at her. Poor girl…
I dunno if it happens with other people, but do you know when you dream something about someone and then when you wake up and see, or remember the person, you kinda feel something weird? Yeah, I’m like this now… I shouldn’t even get out home today.
Desabafar, tirar daki de dentro...
Eu bati o olho na menina e pensei... “Brasileira!”... Dito e feito! “Cê é brasileira??”... Nem pensei se ela ela ia entender meu português ou não, tava bem loko. Ai ela falou... “Hehehe, sou... Tô procurando minha amiga!”. Sei lá, reconheço de longe, não sei pq, mas é fácil... Só bater o olho!
English is becoming as easy as português to write, speak and understand. E daí?! Oq que mais… Xô pensar... Hmmmm... Foi, foi fácil, 2 palito chegar em casa… De meia e meia hora, batido, um busão chega nakele lugar específico in Town Hall pra me trazer pra North Sydney. Coisa de primeiro mundo. Asf, foda-se quem é primeiro, segundo, ou terceiro... O Brasil é um puta dum lugar T e eu to com uma puta duma vontade de estar lá de novo com todos que eu to use to.
Galera acha que por alguém estar em outro pais, que a vida é uma constante festa, uma constante viagem. (O Megão me ligou no meio da balda) Asf, eu tenho uma vida normal como qualquer outro cidadão! Acordo, tomo café, faço meus afazeres e durmo de novo. Num fico baladando e viajando o tempo todo!
Sei lá... To bem loko! Kbei de chegar da balada, fui sozinho e foi bem T! Abri o computador e resolvi escrever esse monte de merda, sobre merda alguma. As paradas ficam aqui dentro da cabeça querendo sair de qualquer forma. Ah foda-se...
Ai cê fica na sua como sempre, curtindo a banda ao vivo da balada and the girls come to you. Alguma delas apertam sua bunda e saem correndo achando queu num vi... Engraçadinhas. Outras ficam dançando e roçando em você wainting que você start a conversation. But, sei lá, to sussa como sempre... I’m there só pra curtir, oq vier é lucro.
“Garoto sai da frente que ele ta filmando, porra!!!!” Nossa... Que nada a vê tudo isso! Nada a vê com nada! To escrevendo puta rápido!!! Será que alguém lê essa merda?! Vivo me perguntando isso... A Junia anda me podando ultimamente, a mina nem meu flog me tem mais no dela. :( Será que ela ta com raiva de mim??? I hope no... Que pena! Tsc, saudade...
Well, I dunno... Minha cabeça é assim, uma porrada de pensamento coming and going, misturando português com inglês o tempo todo. Graças a Jah num sei falar uma terceira ou quarta língua, senão seria ainda pior...
Bom, well, anyway, xô terminar essa merda e ir dormir... Ta tarde... 2:03 da matina, tô cansado. Mas foi bom fazer algo diferente e sozinho no meu primeiro weekend off... (deeeer, "weekend" off... tosquisse!)... Foda-se! Tchau!
Friday, October 21, 2005
Thursday, October 20, 2005
Longe de Sydney mais uma vez! :) )
http://www.bondiadventuredesk.com.au/tionabeachhouse.php
Té +! :)
Monday, October 17, 2005
Meu filho...

I have no idea about his name, it will be up to his mother actually, but all the rest I will be the responsible for.
He’s gonna be the most polite and lovely child between his friends. Words as “please” and “thank you” will be constantly part of his vocabulary. Every single time he left and arrives home he will have to give me a kiss and to his mother too, doesn’t matter where he’s going to and how long for.
I will annoy him to brush his teeth after every single meal until he starts to do that by his self. TV and videogame he won’t have in his room, actually it won’t worry me very much because he will rather be occupying his mind with healthier things like sports, music, art, or any other hobby which he will chose by his self after his mother and I showing him different options.
He will speak perfect portuguese with me whoever will be his mother and wherever we’re gonna live. By the way, we're gonna talk a lot (I said A LOT!). I’ll spend at least 2 whole days of the week just to talk to him whatever we are doing.
If he gets lucky and born with his beautiful mother’s face, he’s gonna have heaps of girls! But I will explain him that what really matters is not quantity but quality, and he will quickly understand that apart from their religion, colour, background, or whatever, just a few and the most important ones will give him experience and help him to become a real and gentle man.
Any way… To be honest I have no idea if I will be really able to do such a good job with a son, and I don’t even know if one day I will have one. But I can say today that he will be the most loved child ever! As Junia said once… “My son was not even born yet but I already love him a lot!” :)
Sunday, October 16, 2005

There is one helicopter parked next to the helipad at Bahrain's grand prix circuit. "Is it yours?" I ask Nelson Piquet Jr, the floppy-haired, 20-year-old Brazilian who last month won the inaugural A1 Grand Prix of Nations at Brands Hatch. "I don't have a helicopter," he says. "I don't even have a car."
"Luna vai Luna vem, frases assim que o vento tem..."
“Usually the parents of a beautiful person are ugly, and the ones from an ugly one are beautiful. For example... My parents are not very good looking people, and I wonder yours are gorgeous!”
-- Fazendeiro Reuben.
“- Say thanks to the man...
- Thanks to the man!”
-- a mother and her daughter.
“There’s a back door on the other side, you can have a preview from there. Otherwise you have to scan here...”
“I put the coin and the car went straight to the grass! I couldn’t get off there, sir!”
-- a 12-year-old boy.
“- Prasad is gonna be away for a month, guys! Where’re you going by the way, mate?”
- India!
- Oh, cool! It’s a nice place, you will love it…”
-- my supervisor.
“Just one shoulder, please...”
“When the child is cute I always treat well, but when is an ugly one I just give the normal customer service. Come on Hozey, everyone is like that!”
-- Fazendeiro Reuben.
“- De onde vocês são?
- Sorry? ... ôpa! Você perguntou em português!!”
-- uma brasileira na fila do brinquedo.
“These blonde chicks look ok”
-- a new work mate while working on the Mouse.
“What do you do when someone throws you a ball? ...Is the same!”
-- the Wild Mouse's operator explaining me how to do the breaks.
“Turn the wheel!”
“This ride sucks!! Can you make it faster???”
-- a 4-year-old girl complaining about the mini Ferris Wheel.
“- Hey guys, there’re other rides in the park, not just the Wild Mouse! Why don’t you go there?!?!
- We did, but that’s the best one! And we have a bet which I could come here 10 times more!!”
-- a boy and his sister coming for the 20th time in a row on the same ride.
“Fuck!”
“Why do you have an ear ring up there??? It hurts!”
-- a 10-year-old “mala” girl in the queue.
“Look! That’s my bag, it’s pink! Now you’ll remember us!”
-- the same 10-year-old “mala” girl in the queue.
“Sorry sir, but I don’t make the rules here, I just follow it...”
“How is your girl friend? ...She said you suck!”
-- one of my work mates.
“My grandfather’s name was Jose!”
-- a Foods & Beverages staff girl.
“Sorry buddy, you’re not tall enough to this ride…”
“Sorry buddy, you’re not short enough to this ride…”
“I don't have family. My mother died when I was very young, my father disappeared, my aunt died with cancer, my cousins died in a car accident going to her funeral, and all the rest of the family died by disease or accidents. But that’s alright, I have friends and I love them.”
-- my happiest work mate.
...tô zuando!
Thursday, October 13, 2005
vote SIM
"Quem tem que ter arma é bandido e polícia, população tem que ter arma não, porra!"
- Alguém do tráfico
http://pub.du.eti.br/lbs/audio/xaximvotasim.mp3
Por mais no sense que seja, esse maluko tem toda a razão. Como diz o velho e conhecido ditado...“Quando um não quer dois não brigam”, certo?
Rationally comprehensive.

“When you are too close to someone all the person’s problems will fall over your head.”
“Sometimes the person will unconsciously make his/her problems became something related to you.”
“We hardly argue with people that we don’t care. We don’t give a shit to people who don’t make difference in our life.”
“Wisdom is better than silver and gold.”
“Hide your self!”
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
The 12th of October
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Carpediem
"I dunno, I think my skin is easy burning..."
"The sea takes your bad energies and renew you to a new life."
"We always meet people on the beach. In the water you renew your soul and on the sand you renew your contact's list."
Usually when I’m not working in Luna Park or for a client here in my room, I’m at the gym, or swimming in the pool, or running on the bridge, or playing with the band (I got 2 now, but I’m quitting one of them), or whatever else. I hate to spend the whole day in my house doing nothing else than just “geeking” on the internet or watching DVDs (things that I can do during the night with my flatmates). But today, as it was the last day of my school holidays, I decided to do something different, I went to surf! Yeah! The weather was perfect with the sun burning on the clear and blue sky. I woke up earlier then usual (around 10am, hehe), had my breakfast, went to the bank and to the post office to pay some bills, and then got a bus to the beach!! Fuck! Beach! Thank God! The last time I’ve been to one was in April in Niteroi and I was really missing it.
Well, getting there... Fuck, I couldn’t believe how nice it was! The felling was perfect! Blue sky, blue water, nice wind, nice sand, a lot of lazy people like me and, as usual, girls doing topless. But the best thing about that was being there alone and spend this time just with me, my self and God. I didn’t want to invite anyone and just needed this time to stay alone and think about life. I’m really willing to do that lately and a beach is a perfect place.
Anyway, after enjoying the view seated on the sand with my Ipod, I finally went to a place and rented a surf board. Was a very good deal for some good hours of fun. With a long board you don’t have to be any “Kelly Slater” to enjoy some waves. It’s just a matter of timing with the waves and stand up on the board. Easy for a brazilian who can swim and have been surfing since the first years of life in Santos, Guarujá, and some other beaches! Hehehehe! Lóóóóóósh!
After that, around 5, I came back home (back to reality) with a smile which was going from an ear to the other, renewed, with a new mood, and ready for school, work, trouble people, and whatever this life brings me. :)
Monday, October 10, 2005
Toscos...
Saturday, October 08, 2005
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
Addictive...
If someone wants:
http://kh.google.com/download/earth/index.html
It’s free and easy to use. You just need Windows XP and broadband internet.
...My father will love to use it to his classes! :)

Alto de Pinheiros - São Paulo, Brazil
Saturday, October 01, 2005
Campeão “Video Music Brasil 2005”
http://mtv.terra.com.br/vmb2005/hotsite/
...merecido, mesmo sabendo que nesse mundo cão tudo é plagio, tudo é comprado.
Wynyard, Bridge St, number 3.
4:15am, I just got home.
Fucking crazy night, fucking cool life.






















