It’s almost 5am and I just decided to write a bit before going to bed. Just to relax and take out from my mind a few thoughts, otherwise I’ll be like last Friday night, when I just couldn’t sleep after watching Argentina being kicked out of the World Cup, and talking to one of my flatmates about a shit thing that happened to him...
Tonight other things are bothering and making me in doubt about a lot of other things. Nothing sad or that worries me too much, just shit things that I wish were solved and not annoying me anymore. I keep asking my self if life will be always like that, a constant doubt and uncertainty, with all this shit little problems happening!
Well, I’m glad that at least one thing I’ve never been in doubt about. Since I was very very little, able and strong enough to hold a pencil, I knew God put me in this world to be a Designer and work with whatever is related to visual communication and creativity. It would be like a penguin in the desert if I’ve decided to work with another thing. It’s just like a therapy to keep here in my room until late in the night, creating, illustrating, “layouting”, sketching and working on my computer for my clients, with my music on and drinking my green tea. I think (hope) I’ll be always like that for the rest of my life. Even if one day I have wife and kids, I’ll be always like a busy owl, swapping the day for the night, working and doing my things, not bothering anyone, and no one bothering me. And, what is even better, making my mind busy, not having time to life’s shit problems and doubts.
Anyway... My eyes are closing and my brain begging to be turned off.
Bye.